Sobrang Bless ako sa LIFE nya!!!=)
Friday, August 25, 2006

Si ate Grace nakita at nakilala ko sya sa JESUS REVOLUTION sa school ko sa Lyceum sobrang na bebless ako sa life nya!!! grabe

continue mo lang ate GRACE sana maging Good and Close FRIENDS tayo in the future....


then God revealed to me that he loves me...not because of my good or bad behavior...but because of my birth...and i am his daughter...and i am still his princess...when your behavior seems not to be good or seems to be bad...don't focus on them, it will only make things worse...just think of your birth in Christ...and you'll see the change it will make...

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why am i saying this? During those time kasi my mind was preoccupied with something else. i wasn't praying, actually i can't remember if i prayed to God that he keep me safe. also i didn't became watchful... sabi nga nung girl kanina pa raw ako tinitingnan nung holdaper, pero sa totoo lang hindi ko iyon napansin.and yet si God, kahit i was not aware of Him or of the enemy he still rescued me from possible danger!!!God is Great!!! kaya hindi ako ngayon takot kahit na sinong holdaper... Sa loob ko lang sa mga bad guys, subukan mo lang talagang saktan ako, sisigaw ako... DADDY!!!Greater is He that is in us, than the one that is in the world.

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i just went to know God in a different way.i really knew that God was angry with me.i was like Elijah and Jonah...i thought God is always kind, i do not mean He wasnt "all the time"but God knew when to spare his wrath and whent to exercise his right to be angry...i was so scared...and it was not an accident, his Word confirmed it to me that i have done something wrong that made him angry.Psalm 38 said, that God has rebuked me in his anger and discipline me in His wrath.so i cried... Dad, tama na po. Masakit eh !

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i am just wondering...i was not oki feel God is too far,is He still there?i went to ask s mga friends ko...surprisingly...sila rin pala, hindi din ok...di rin daw nila maradman si God.Wait lang ha!nagppray naman daw sila...nagqquiet time, ako rin naman eh...pero minsan talagang...haaay!!!!God said: i will never leave you. i will never forsake you.He did not say, you will always feel my presence.God thank you, hindi sa lahat ng oras kailangan kitang maramdaman just to believe in you.Thank you for assuring us that your presence will always be with us.at kung nasaan ka man ngayon...sana magparamdam ka kapag alam mong hindi ko na kaya. k?luv you po ",)piz...

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it has been along time since then..i thought thought my relationship with God is like that of a boy-girl relationship...so one day i said, i need space...but i was wrong.i was wrong...very wrong...i cannot breathe without Him...i cannot smile without Him...i cannot appreciate without Him...i cannot experience peace without Him...How could I?How could i leave the one I love?God...I miss you...Did you miss me too?

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The world has just started to celebrateand speak of love they brag aboutroses and chocolates and expression of love just like a wild flower that started to sproutand we christians what do we do? imagine him or her one day cometell us sweet things we long to hearbut how will that happen when we are not calmthe person for you God has been preparingto say you things you have never dreamt to hearto understand your inner thoughtsbecause he/she was created just for youthe time and place to meet him/her only God knowsjust wait and be surprise...when he/she come in an unexpected nightYou will just hear him/her say..." so you are the one i was created for"and how will you say yes i amwhen you know yourself you have not been preparedunlike the one who waited for God to pick his penas he started to author the best seller of his love story

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Is really the devil's job to destroy our fellowship with the Lord. and everyday we have the threat of his trap. kanina i was tempted to sin and i was so nervous... in the midst of temptation and daming sumagi sa isip ko.i must not do it because God is looking at me...nakakahiya!!i must not sin, baka maforfeit ko ang blessings ko!but this sin is not written in God's law so maybe...Wait!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!i must not sin because it will break my fellowship with God!!Haaay!!!! buti na lang he helped me from falling into sin...I just thought, before i was battling sin because it is embarassing for me as a chritstian and kadiri in the presence of the Lord.also i was thinking na maforfeit ang blessing ko, kaya ayaw pinipilit kong hwag magkasala.God taught me that my motive in fighting temptation must not be becuase of gaining blessings or sparing myself from condemnation... it must be from the intention of not hurting Him and causing our fellowhip to be ruined. before i was retaliating that God is my Father so even if i sin he is still my Father, but i learned that is true. but there is a big difference and that is my relationship with him... God thank you that this time I am so joyful of victory rather than feel sorry for hurting you!!! To you be the Glory!!! i know that on my own i could have fallen. thank you very very much. I Praise Lord Jesus!!!Sin doesn't break

God's Law. It breaks God's heart.

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"Yes Lord, I accept your Love",and this time i am ready na magpagamit sa iyo at hindi na ikaw ang gagamitin ko.

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endure the heat of the fire of my Master's standard. His so holy and perfect kasi eh... but there are also times when i choose not to face him(or that is also natural?) kaya medyo cold, medyo dark, madilim kasi. Maybe he is just teaching me to crave His light... hirap... kailangang makapasa to face him again para mas matatag na me to endure his fire. Pero ang pinagpapasalamat ko ay dahil madilim at malamig, nasalikod ko parin siya at dahil hindi ko siya nakikita... nagpadala siya ng mga stars na nagbabasa ngaun para ipaalala sa akin na anoman mangyari... bumagsak man ako, magunaw man earth, maimpeach man si PGMA, magkagera man sa Iraq, at mawala man gravity sa earth, at kahit feeling ko i am the worst... i am still His child and he will never cease in loving me!!!!

Ps. Naalala mo p b kung klan naging kau ni Lord???

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NOV.08,1987
He reminded me that this place is not my home so i am not happy-- because i am not supposed to be. My identity is in Christ and my homeland is heaven

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I know how to be a student. More or less, I know how to cram and be pressured. More often, in these seasons you will feel the rushing wind and the cruelty of storms. And in this times, you are always crying to our God that he would calm and take away the storm form us. We want him to calm the pressure and we are not asking a very difficult thing because we all know that he can.But, although he can still the storm and the deadlines and pressure... he does not mean he will. Do you know why? Because He does not really want to still the storm, because what he want to still is YOU!

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Minsan nakakapagtaka ang tinatawag nilang lukso ng dugo. Wala lang kasi nangyari nanaman ito kanina... Naisip ko lang iba ang nararamdamang lukso ng dugo kapag pinaguusapan ang krus ni Hesus. Lumukso ang dugo niya puno ng pagmamahal kahit masakit, para lang iligtas ka.Galing no?!

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pink_jhenny blogged at 4:23 PM
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